I don't know what it is about today, it could be the gloomy weather outside or the fact that for some reason I have been really tired lately, but whatever the reason is today I feel, for lack of a better word, lost.
I am sitting at work like I always do, and I went on the usual websites I always go to in the morning (facebook, deviantart, and hotmail). I know I should be working or I could at least read my book, but for some reason I can't. Okay I can, but I don't know? It's a weird feeling. It's like I know and I want to work and read my book, but just don't have the energy or motivation to do any of that. So I just kept going from site to site (from the three above that I always go on) in kind of a daze, like I am seeing the words and pictures on the websites but not really taking them in. Whatever this feeling is I just want it gone.
Besides that today is really slow at work. In the 3 hours I've been sitting here at work I've had 2 customers and one phone call. All I really want to do is go back upstairs, back under my blankets and watch Inuyasha.
I've started watching the series again. I am currently on the last 2 epsiodes on disc 4, season 1. I do still have to buy seasons 6 and 7 which I will do one day but for now I still have season 2 to 5 to go plus the 4 movies So I think I have time to get them until I get to those seasons. I liked the idea of watching them all again because I know there are epsiodes that I've missed when they only aired on YTV on friday nights. I miss those anime nights, and used to look forward to them, but now if they still do have it they have no good anime on it...I really should subscribe to anime on demand, though I wonder if it's any good, and probably wouldn't watch it much, especially since my brother is currently sleeping on our couch and I haven't watched tv in about 2 to 3 months now. I have watched many movies and anime that I own and found out I can watch some tv shows online now which makes not watching tv bareable lol and honestly since they don't have any new and good shows on lately it isn't that hard to not miss it lol.
Any way I think writing this journal has gotten me out of that funk because now I am getting motivated to do something else. So I am going to go now while I still have this motivation

Ciao!